Fast forward

[Verse]
Hold my hand and tell me that I'm yours, no more back and forth
You hurt me just as much as I did baby, but who's keeping score?
Who put you in Dior? Who put you in that crib you in?
It's time to make amends for once so go ahead, take initiative
Tears hit my steering wheel, I'm swerving though the city streets
What else could you want from me? I gave you everything you need
I sacrificed it all for you, I even changed the way I think
Love is all I want from you, you turned into my biggest dream
Took a break, I'm back from it, I'm in a different place
Had to get my shit together, level up my mental state
These obstacles ahead of me, so what, I'm not afraid
Move out my fucking way, there's still money I got to make
They can't do it like I does it, I'm the OG, that's a hundred
DRB, remember me, my heart is black inside, it's nothing
It's been a couple years, I'm still the topic of discussion
They can't replicate my pen, It's sudden death soon as I touch it
This silence makes me sick, I wish that I could hear your voice
If it was my way, you'd be here with me but I can't make that choice
Don't let everything that we built go to waste and just be destroyed
And lately I've been getting drunk cuz nothing else can fill this void
Tell me where's your mind at, be honest with yourself
Speak your truth behind the lies, is you mine or someone's else?
Can we keep the spark alive or did it all just go to hell?
Can we leave the past behind or will I be all by myself?
You left me when I really needed your help
When I couldn't get up from the hole I was in
And how do you think you've been making me feel
When I'm calling your phone and you don't know who it is?
You know that I deserve more than that
I don't know how in the fuck I've been dealing with this
The message you left put a hole in my chest
I done gave you my best but it wasn't worth shit
Actions loud as words, is that too much to ask for?
All you do is take and take, at some point, you can't have more
If time heals everything, than why can't we just fast forward?
Why can't we just fast forward?
Don't go back on your word, let's do everything you wanted to
I ain't ever turned since forever, girl I wanted you
I know that it hurts, we both wonder what we got into
I know what you're worth, where's the person that I bought into?