torture my mental

Throwing up again
This torture in my mental
I can't stand
Try 2 numb my head
Cuz all these damn voices that i can't trash

Never compared 2 the next
Pressure run in my chest
Always end up in last
Even when i run fast
Im eccentric but broken
Im hoping but hopeless
I just wish that u'd notice
That i been here hurtinggggggg
I know it hurts 2 let go of them memories
But im still sitting here stuck up remembering

Sit here and wait
Ignored and forgotten in every place
The ppl round town all kno my face
Walk around every day looking for an escape

In another life it all worked out and i dont wanna die
Always get the short end of the stick
Never understood my purpose

Never compared 2 the next
Pressure run in my chest
Always end up in last
Even when i run fast
Im eccentric but broken
Im hoping but hopeless
I just wish that u'd notice
That i been here hurtinggggggg
I know it hurts 2 let go of them memories
But im still sitting here stuck up remembering