abandoned

Trapped in the habits i can't stop
In every moment its a loss
Tear out my eyes so i can't c
Dont wanna know what lies beneath

Abandoned all the time
A piece of paper balled up in a bin
It happened all my life so much i think that i been used 2 it
I know i know im not the one
The type that you would love
No need to call ur bluff
No sleep at all im fucked

Remember all again
N all ur stupid friends
I hate
I had to play pretend
To make it work but it was fate

Think about my death at night
Im intrigued with the other side
Growing older lose my light im
Not the same as time flies by

Spend all night
Trying to sleep in bed
This shit ain't alright
Smoke n put me to rest im feeling ded

The scars on my arm won't go away
Every time i look reminds me of the pain
Wish that i tried n didn't lay
Isolated in a cage

Abandoned all the time
A piece of paper balled up thrown in a bin
It happened all my life so much i think that i been used 2 it
I know i know im not the one
The type that you would love
No need to call ur bluff
No sleep at all im fucked