disguise

Reminds me of the favorite things you like
I wish you stayed with me that night
5 years straight that i been high
Now i can't stop, when i wake up im fried
Its not a problem cuz when u told me that u hate me i alrdy knew
Lately remove all the thoughts in my head bc i know between fake and what i know is true
Dont you try to lie 2 me i can c thru ur disguise
Know it brings you so much pain tryna live some fucked up life
Know it doesn't need to be like that, i regret so much of my past
But sometimes i sit back and laugh
Cuz its my story can't change that
Say what u want, been thru 2 much
2 care what u say, idgaf
Have so much problems i deal on and off
2 think abt smth that isn't involved with my life or smth i care abt
2 much shit that they say online just cry, whine, pout, and shout about
Cuz i dont got time for that, the world just makes me sad
I hope that art my lasts, when i wake up im mad