Tomorrows Spite, Todays Desires

Chances I thought giving you
Been gathered up instead
Rehearse the lies I'm telling y'all
Then tell 'em all again
It's not ending well I guess
Add disaster to this mess
No bottom to this pit
I go to plead the fifth
Temptations on a whim
Do y'all have a clue what I'm talkin' 'bout?
Is it at all sinking in?
(Yeah, yeah)
Tomorrows spite greeting me
Today's desires digging deep
Tomorrows spite greeting me
Today's desires digging deep

The amount of times I've held myself back
From contacting you again
The bullshit I told my friends
The relationships that went
Time is too short to worry 'bout some shit
To get you to come back and stay
But you'll never change
You'll never change your ways
I know you won't
So you can't stay

Wish I could go off
On every single one of you
Who force it constantly
No one gives a fuck
'Bout your day to day
We all go thru it so please

Take that energy you put out
And guide to a peaceful place
It takes compassion and some empathy
To share this space
Every one of us is flawed
With life it's us all
Against the hatred we bottle up
And throw down the hall
You ain't some kind of special piece
If you could acknowledge that
I'd take you seriously
I'd take you seriously

I got some bad thoughts I won't act on
I'll act wrong, need a backbone
Guilt prone, left home, in the zone
I could tell you some bad shit
But you'd never wanna fucking know
You'd view me as a new thing, a new being
Tie my neck by a shoestring
No moving, no pulse
Means a new dream
A new life, a new world
Where there's no cares
It's just you and me girl
We can do what we want