Thunder i, ii, iii

[Part One:]
Thunder I

[Verse One]
Never really had many friends
Cuz the sharpest students always had to spit it blunt
Let me try to make it make sense
So, you're pissed off because we said what it was?
You gotta be mad at you
Rearrange, please change that attitude
Catch 'em in public like that's that dude
Get chewed out, mouth, watch that mandible
Cuz I

[Chorus 1: Nihil Nigel]
Been going crazy on the daily (daily)
Humble but today it's **** you pay me
Under the weather, someone save me (save me)
Like, haven't you heard the thunder lately?

Been going crazy on the daily (daily)
Humble but today it's **** you pay me
Under the weather, someone save me (save me)
Like, haven't you heard the thunder lately?

[Part Two:]
Thunder II
[Instrumental]

[Part Three:]
Thunder III

[Verse Two]
I Google "how to end earthly suffering"
Cuz it's days where I'm barely even muttering
To be honest I'm still scared that you'd turn on me
Cuz that sort of thing burns for an eternity
I've thought about the concept of destiny
And if anything was even worth anything
What if we were all meant to lose hope?
And life was just a euphemism for a new show
God's laughing, he can barely pull himself together
If you lose hope, then I'll join in whenever
The stars are stark reminders that we're all just dust
Eight billion bodies here, still don't know who to trust
They'll stab you in the back just to see how much you gush
Should've left when you could cuz all you had to do was run
I've been losing hope and there's isn't room to cope
So much hatred, honestly, I could never stoop so low
I've been pushing tracks that I'm scared to upload
Too vulnerable, someone on the outside might just know
I'm supposed to be a soldier but for now I'm just soul
This body isn't real, let it fall into the snow
Allow the flames to adjust then put my hand on the stove
It's not a face that I could trust, I thought that you would know
Left a trail of bread crumbs, guess it's not enough
Wish I knew how to communicate, na na na na na
Zipper-mouthed, can't shout as I feel around
Looking for the switch now tryna figure out
How to exit this shadow crowded room
Drown in the dark, harpooned, found a monsoon
Live life, try to have a whale of a time
Anxiety tends to make your mind fail in the night
Petrified, stand still, stale in the fright
Soul solidified, come off as pale in the light
Sometimes it feels like this wasn't supposed to happen
Did God forget to exit tabs then he vanished?
Tripping off of everything, like acid tabs in the attic
My damn loading screen seems to still be standing
My escape key is still missing
Backspace only takes me to where I first started
I feel a shift in the energy
Need to take control, it's like my space was bombarded

[Chorus 2]
Rain came to wash the parade
Hope you can float, go on with your day
Clench your teeth or clench your fist
But you'll never get a grip of this

[Verse Three]
If we lose hope, hope we lose it together
If we lose hope, hope we lose it together
If we lose hope, hope we lose it together
If we lose hope, hope we lose it together