SOS

[Intro]
Yeah

[Verse: Polarboiyeahz, Nihil Nigel]
Seems like we fell asleep in this puddle with our heads down
Try not to weep as I mumble out the next sound
Wish God would finally bring peace to my heart
Tell him not to spare the details, please don't leave me in the dark
My silver lining is rigid, skies still burning
Past couple of years I lost father figures, eyes still hurting
I'm my father's son, by law I can't be a burden
Anything within my grasp is mine, I certainly deserve it
Tattered clothes, pray to propel past thе woes
Was writing down plans in class because I havе to go
Down this valley of shadows, hear cackling bats and crows
I'm the one that has to bring us out the blackest holes
I'm the one to finish what my ancestors didn't
My mind knows I'm always climbin' in it, hard to listen for a minute
Thoughts as rampant as those balls in tennis
Tend to bounce off the walls, lots of ballistics, this is just the new life that I'm beginnin'
I'm the one that has to show 'em that they're not alone
Job applicant passing notes but no one seems to know
Employers seem to act like foes, think you're blackballed
And whenever that passion grows you think you took steps back though
Can't seem to get a grip, can't do anything but slip
Looking for a light to change your life but all your dreams seem dim
How can I shoot for the stars when they're all dead?
Not much hope, where I'm from they shoot at cars or they aiming at the head
Life sometimes appears to be a hell on earth or limbo
The money isn't coming in and all the moves have been told
Resilience doesn't seem as permanent as you once thought
Millions of thoughts tellin' you that you are just a lost cause
And I don't know if they're right, atleast I hope they're not
Combating and battling thoughts to tote a rope with thirteen knots
Think I was thrown neck deep into a murky box
And for some odd reason I believe I wouldn't be scared to get sh-