Coldshower

[Verse One]
Yeah, all my life I was stuck with a real strange feeling
This poltergeist from my memory is following me
Skeletons in my closet left when I painted the ceiling
That's just what happens when you're wallowing deep
It's strange how you can only chase your dreams when you're awake
Need a cold shower today, there's water on my face
I know you gotta read between the lines, get your eyes focused
But sometimes life is like washing blenders blindfolded

[Verse Two]
Eyes down the barrel, yeah this pistol is seductive
I apologize that I'm reluctant when having discussions
Always need to crack a joke before the pressure hits
A pit in my conscience, need God's yardstick just the measure it
What if you could speak to Jesus using telekinesis?
Less time on my knee-ses, more time speaking
We can get our thoughts and emotions across easier
But I'd be paranoid, I wouldn't want to come off as needier
He probably wouldn't like my voice then block my social media
I don't care for the perception on me or your criteria
Often repeating my conscience, guess I'm hard of hearing huh?
All of my songs the same topic, guess it's hard to be hearing huh?
All these options and possibilities and I still tend to mess 'em up
Flooded to my esophagus, constant responsibilities, the stressing's dumb
There's no reason to get bitter and skittish when I need it
Just gotta ease in, get better, listen since it's needed