Thunder

[Intro]
(No man can go on)
(See, each man has a rebel, and remember that)
(Each man's greed has a ride)
Hahaha
I can't lie, when I first heard this beat, I ain't expect that sample to stutter like that
That's so fire to me, though
Look, yeah

[Verse 1]
It's always hard to forgive if you ain't forgive yourself
Feel like God don't exist when you try to heal yourself
Suicide was an option I used to feel would help
Found out it ain't no solution in tryin' to kill yourself
It's hard for me to keep the pace when I'm hatin' the race
The people that I pushed away the rеason I'm this way
Blamin' everybody elsе for all of my mistakes
Every time I said I'd changed, I lied to they face
My anger mixed wit' manipulation created chemistry
People point out insecurities, I let it get to me
Every time I self-destruct I be searchin' for sympathy
Every time I fell in love, we ended up as enemies
Did the secular rappin' then I got over that
Don't put no false prophet against me 'cause they'll be overmatched
Feel like I'm in a race wit' all these rappers I overlapped
Every time I get on tracks, it feel like I overrap
Changed every influence, had to cut all my friends off
Lukewarm believers mad, I ain't mean to offend y'all
Them demons tryna' rain on my party, I'm like "Forget y'all"
That thunder helped me get to the Son, I feel like Chris Paul
That's so wavy, feel like the media so distractin', it's so shady
Feel like the industry movin' backwards, that's so crazy
Knew I was gifted before I had it, That's So Raven
I saw the vision before it happened
No cappin', now I can say I feel God in my soul
Been livin' in consecration, had to polish the flow
Seen my heart turned from black to the brightest of gold
And I don't even smoke no mo' but still higher than most
I'm not tryin' to boast, I'm an ordained minister
Still makin' mistakes, feel like an ordained sinister
Aimin' for my goals but shootin' from the perimeter
Put me in as a starter, watch Father make me a finisher

[Outro]
(No man can go on)
(See, each man has a rebel, and remember that)
(Each man's greed has a ride)