Deeper

[Verse 1]
What if this is my final chapter?
While I'm still holdin' on to things that don't really matter
Still not forgivin' and still livin' so backwards
Would it be worth all of the judgment that's comin' after?
Selfish, that explains why I'm feelin' helpless
Still tryna get over all the women that I slept with
Still tryna get over the thoughts of wantin' to get rich
Tryna avoid all of these demons that I ain't met with
It get difficult every day tryin' to tell 'em
Why the devil tryna insert sin in my cerebellum
God wanna use me, I be tryin' not to fail 'em
Givin' bars for free, He be tellin' me not to sell 'em
I cannot compete wit' nobody that's not obedient
Every time I fall into sin I just start repeating it
I'm guilty, go to sleep every night feelin' filthy
Satan try to tell me no way that God forgive me
I don't believe you (Nah)

[Chorus]
'Cause God keep letting me go deeper, yeah (Yeah)
God keep letting me go deeper (Deeper)
God keep telling me "Go deeper"

[Verse 2]
I gotta live in repentance 'cause I'm rebellious
Every time I make a mistake I feel like a failure
Can't even breathe when I feel guilty, need an inhaler
Natasha send me words of encouragement from Australia
To keep me afloat, she tell me I'm like Michael Jackson
I'm really the GOAT, but I think she doin' the most
I'm just humble, I guess, I'm still stumblin', yes
I have trouble with stress, I still struggle with flesh
I need somebody to help me get through the weather
Another storm come soon as everything gettin' better
But even through all of it I try to keep it together
Steady droppin' gems to people like I'm a treasure
Every time I see the sun rise, I think of Jesus
We can't wait to see you again like Wiz Khalifa
Every day I wake up knowin' it's for a reason

[Chorus]
'Cause God keep letting me go deeper, yeah (I like that)
God keep letting me go deeper (Yeah)
God keep letting me go deeper, yeah (Deeper)
God keep telling me "Go deeper"

[Verse 3]
Every time I repent is a way for me to restart
I still got a lot of guilt remainin' stuck on my heart
I named my son Noah, I think of him as an ark
To stay on top of these waters that keep me stuck in the dark
It's a lot of Red Seas that I don't know how to part
I wanna break all my habits but I don't know where to start
God told me my music gon' be all over the charts
I been doin' this so long but still been comin' up short
Supposed to be an example, instead I sin every day
My obedience fragile 'cause I be stuck in my ways
Feel like I lose every battle the devil's sendin' my way
I be searchin' for answers like I don't know how to pray
I don't know what to say, gettin' sick of the same storms
I can't change it either way, I still gotta wait for 'em
He wit' me though, He a better neighbor than Statefarm
My heart cold but the spirit normally stay warm
It's peaceful, I believe that He delivered me from evil
Every blessin' He give me come wit' a sequel
As long as I continue this for all the people
That's the reason He tellin' me "Go deeper"