Thinking

You were somebody I trusted
Now you’re nothing but a scar
You’ve been tearing up some parties
While I tear myself apart

And I feel empty every day and night
From dark to light
I wake up in my bed alone
Every nook of this apartment
Reminds me that you’re gone

And I’ve been thinking ‘bout me drinking alone ’til I’m numb
I’ve been thinking ‘bout the times that we had now they’re done
I’ve been wondering if I I was ever enough
I’ve been thinking ‘bout me losing my will to love

And I’vе been thinking ‘bout me drinking alone ’til I’m numb
I’ve been thinking ‘bout thе times that we had now they’re done
I’ve been wondering if I I was ever enough
I’ve been thinking ‘bout me losing my will to love

Is it okay that I’m still angry?
Is it okay that I feel lost?
‘Cause you were my only compass
Now I wander in the dark

I’ve been through the highest highs and lows
And God only knows
I fell as far as I can go
Now I wish I could be happy
Knowing that you’re not

And I’ve been thinking ‘bout me drinking alone ’til I’m numb
I’ve been thinking ‘bout the times that we had now they’re done
I’ve been wondering if I I was ever enough
I’ve been thinking ‘bout me losing my will to love

And I’ve been thinking ‘bout me drinking alone ’til I’m numb
I’ve been thinking ‘bout the times that we had now they’re done
I’ve been wondering if I I was ever enough
I’ve been thinking ‘bout me losing my will to love

Yeah I’ve been thinking ‘bout me
Oh