The Way I Am!

I'm tired of being someone I can't amount to
Does the stress make it wrong?
'Cause all my thoughts are clouded
And I know that your scars forever are around me
I just hope you don't hate the way I am
I have covered my lies so you could never see me
Fell away from your eyes
So you do not believe me
When I said I would I would cry if you ever leave me
I just hope you don't hate the way I am

Why do I keep it to myself if you'rе someone I can go to
Like I likе messing with your head
My responses they are so rude
Sometimes I just want to commit
Back then I just never want to
I-I was always giving in, never doing what I'm suppose to
I feel like everybody's telling me when I should try to switch it
But I'm never switching up for anybody so forget it
And you told me that I'm stubborn and myself is what I'm killing
And I'll go across the world, so I can try to find a feeling

I'm tired of being someone I can't amount to
Does the stress make it wrong?
'Cause all my thoughts are clouded
And I know that your scars forever are around me
I just hope you don't hate the way I am
I have covered my lies so you could never see me
Fell away from your eyes
So you do not believe me
When I said I would I would cry if you ever leave me
I just hope you don't hate the way I am
I just hope you don't hate the way I am
I just hope you don't hate the way I am

Do I know who I am anymore?
All my morals to the floor
Life's a pain, give me more
Don't know what I am fighting for
So many things I wanna see
But who am I supposed to be
Will anyone remember me?
Keep fighting all my enemies
Sometimes I wonder why you don't leave
It's 'cause you control me
You're my one and only
Won't leave unless my soul leaves
I love it when you hold me
But why do I feel lonely, every time I tell you "go away"
I feel so hopeless
I need to stop questioning and just follow the motions
And go out after everything that I'm wishing and hoping
Like what's the point of living life if you don't have a motive?
I put it on my life I'm gonna get it 'cause I want it

But I get in my head and I just want to feel alive
Maybe I can have the things I wanted if I go and try
There ain't nothing but ambition when you look inside my eyes
I don't wanna live this life if it ain't something I want
I will really go out in the world and be what I want to be
'Cause there's nothing holding back, what's holding back is truly me
I need to find a way to get out my mental
Find a way to get out my mental

I'm tired of being someone I can't amount to
Does the stress make it wrong?
'Cause all my thoughts are clouded
And I know that your scars forever are around me
I just hope you don't hate the way I am
I have covered my lies so you could never see me
Fell away from your eyes
So you do not believe me
When I said I would I would cry if you ever leave me
I just hope you don't hate the way I am
I just hope you don't hate the way I am
I just hope you don't hate the way I am