Fly Away

Should I stop for once?
Should I let myself go?
Should I ball it up?
My emotions they spill
'Til they're falling out
I don't know what the deal is
I guess I am left to heal
Would you call it off?
These days I'm only getting older
Could never write it off
All of my decisions getting bolder
Maybe it's time to stop
I can't seem to feel the way I'm suppose to
I forgot how I should feel

Gave my heart up, thought I loved her
Never knew "love", never loved her
Gave it all up, thought I loved her
Thought I loved her, I never loved her

Is it me who you can't stay away from?
You're an addict for things that can't stay
I will not be there when the day comes
You decide to fly away
I have done this way too many times
Told a hundred, million lies
I left you, but I'm not surprised
We could never share the light
I will not be there when the day comes
You decide to fly away

I know isn't the way that you really wanted
I'm sorry that you had to be the one disappointed
But we were not a match and it just took me time to see that
But you made it all about you
Then you asked me why I'm leaving
But how can we make this work if we are not the same
I was never attached to you
I am to blame
You were the reason I could never get up
So I left you alone and now you hate my guts
But

Gave my heart up, thought I loved her (yes, I gave my heart to her)
Never knew "love", never loved her
Gave it all up, thought I loved her (but I didn't love)
Thought I loved her, I never loved her (her)

Is it me who you can't stay away from?
You're an addict for things that can't stay
I will not be there when the day comes
You decide to fly away
I have done this way too many times
Told a hundred, million lies
I left you, but I'm not surprised
We could never share the light
I will not be there when the day comes
You decide to fly away

(Yeah)

All I've got, are things that are broken to pieces
Why would we call this love?
If we can't even see the things that created us?
So can we stop, this pretend love?
It might fade away, but you care what they say
You aren't hopeless without me, but hopeless all by yourself

(Yeah)

I guess back then my problem was that I had to get it over
My vices seem to be parts of me I could not control
And, I was insecure about myself I never told ya
Music is the only way that I kept my composure
This is the only way I express feelings
Pouring my heart out I hope that you listen
Lately I've been trusting my intuition
One day I will make the world pay attention
Momma told me "never stop until the whole world feels you
And never sell yourself out
Always keep being the real you
Not everyone will love you so do not let the hate kill you
And never lie to yourself, 'cause that's like losing material"
I will keep going even if it's painful
My motivation lies in things that are grateful
Even if we don't work what is there to hate for?
We grew with each other and that's all I came for, yeah

Is it me who you can't stay away from?
You're an addict for things that can't stay
I will not be there when the day comes
You decide to fly away
I have done this way too many times
Told a hundred, million lies
I left you, but I'm not surprised
We could never share the light
I will not be there when the day comes
You decide to fly away