Fighting Myself

I never been one to see order
But I feel like it is time to start
One day I want to have a daughter
But I can't teach her things I can't stop
I tell myself that "I'll do better"
But sometimes I feel like I can't change
I wish that I could live forever
But there's no point when this world's insane
I wish that I could burn my problems
So I won't have to live life in vain
Or should I find a different way to go solve 'em?
'Cause nobody's perfect anyways (yeah)
I wish that I could see my father
But I guess heaven's a bеtter place
I wanna give thе world to my mother
'Cause she is the one who saved my brain

Bring me down to the river of emotions
Won't look now my self-motive isn't open
I won't drown 'cause my purpose keeps me floatin'
I don't know nothing else
I need hope, I don't care about a vengeance
Why does the end always feel like the beginning?
Seeing me down that was never my intentions
I keep on fighting myself

I k-k-keep on fighting myself
I-I keep on fighting m-myself

I guess it's time for me to take it a step
I tired of carrying people with me
I don't need no one's help
But their advice is also tempting I'm just drowning my health
Why do I have to be so self-depending (Do I need help?)
I know the rain will stop falling when the sun decides to show
Because I'm tired of puddles that don't mean nothing no more
I keep on lying to myself thinking that I found a home
I just depending on the things that I seem to never know
I guess I'm selfish
I can't help it
Can you tell me, if I ever been this bad on my own
Don't tell me you need me
'Cause if that was the case you wouldn't leave
Now I'm stuck seeing all the things that I should not see

Bring me down to the river of emotions
Won't look now my self-motive isn't open
I won't drown 'cause my purpose keeps me floatin'
I don't know nothing else
I need hope, I don't care about a vengeance
Why does the end always feel like the beginning?
Seeing me down that was never my intentions
(Uh, yeah)
I keep on fighting myself

Tell me when it's wrong
When it's right
When it's wrong
When it's right
(I k-k-keep on fighting myself)
Tell me when it's wrong
When it's right
When it's wrong
When it's right
(I-I keep on fighting m-myself)