The Truth It Seems

Man I ain't gonna lie sometimes I feel so damn depressed
Thinking about taking a gun
And put a bullet through my chest
Cause everyday is the same shit
Smoking with my nigga Logan
Cause we both dealing with the same shit
I see mazes
Looking at me by myself
They see me reaching out my hand
But I can never get help
The world changes
These people around me
They steadily acting like anus
I wanna be famous

But a muthafucka like me never really ever gonna get that break
Unless I'm sitting in this muthafuckin studio
Slowly giving up
So I write something fake
That ain't my pace
I used to be friends with these niggas last year
No more texts or a call
But It seems like just two summers ago
We was checking out some bitches at the mall
That's how friends fall

Ain't nobody in your circle that you think is promised to you
Never gotta stay
Cause that's just how this life goes muthafucka
So you know that you gotta figure out your way
Write out your page

3 months gone down the drain
It will never be the same
So I'm sorry if I hurt you
And I broke your muthafuckin heart
You should know that I take the blame
Never meant to play a game

And this is the type of shit that is just floating inside of my brain
Anxiety driving me deeper and down in the hole until I turn insane
And I feel the pain

I just feel lost in the smoke
Holding my throat till choke
I'm hoping I float
I drown in the boat
Then turn to a ghost
Hoe

I really don't know about that devil shit
I feel so deranged
A muthafucka feel like, his life was killing the feigns
I'm just feeling like an animal that's locked in a cage
I'm suicidal when I feel like I'm tripping the veins
I really don't know what the fuck I'm distant for
Cause every single day I'm feeling so stressed
I really don't know what the fuck I do
[?]
Muthafucka just die
Just feel like
Just wanna lose my life
But i can't get fucked
Every single muthafucka they know
That a muthafucka like me gonna tryna put down they fight