STUCK

Verse 1:
I had a long night
Sometimes I don’t know
Why the fuck I’m breathing
I wanna pack up everything
Sometimes I feel like leaving
I wake up every single day
As I repeat my life
I stare inside the mirror
Feel it eating deep inside
I do not see myself
I see someone else
You know it’s sad
When you do not recognize yourself
I said I want I want the wealth
But I can feel my health
Slowly spiral down
As I start to lose myself
I drink another bottle
Every single night
I’m hoping that it takes away
The pain deep inside
I don’t care for suicide
Because life is
Beautiful sometimes
I wanna see it
Then you see me lose my mind
And it’s sad
Cause life isn’t how it used to be
I don’t really care for friends
I’ll Tell you Truthfully
I got homie
That I haven’t seen in a few years
Because he’s doing time
Man I’m wishing you were here
It’s like
My entire circle
Slowly breaking up
I don’t know if it’s part of life
If it’s fake or what
But
I have shed so many tears
That nobody’s seen
Man I’m wishing you were here
& it’s lonely
When you are
Traveling your own road
Walking by yourself
And you don’t know where to go
Got no one to talk to
Staring at these walls
You gotta hold your head up
And try to never let it fall
I’ll knock these pictures off the damn wall
So sixk of giving a fuck
So after-all
With Everything that I’ve been going though
I just fall
So you can leave me by myself
I don’t care after-all
I’m feeling so much pain
Building up inside my heart
I’m feeling lost
And I don’t even know where I should start
Maybe I should give up
Maybe I should just give in
With everyday that’s passing me
My patience’s getting thin