The Story That Will Never Come to Be

The voices in my head, remember the betrayal
Of images broken down, seeds of deceit, planted in me
When fate belittles you, what must you call her, tell her
Awakening from this nightmare, you know you won't be free

Memories flux in the dead of the night, her final ploy
Inhaling anger and blood-spitting tears of joy
Tell me who to blame, my cautious ways, her soulless games
Laughed at the flames, she gazed, violently we parted ways

Thousands of paths bind me to one hapless destiny
Encircling fears mark the end of my life's ecstasy
Life bittersweet the sin, love and do not deviate
Only a fool you know, would choose so long to wait

I will not wait for you like you didn't wait for me
I'm tired of the story that will never come to be
I cannot hold no more, and I cannot agree
To try again the story that will never come to be

No, I won’t wait for you…

She promised for ages, and promised on angels
And still each time she let me down
For every illusion, succeeding confusion
Then came the breakdown
Lies or misconceptions, and the pretensions
That she cannot live without
Conflicting stories, and our past glories
Remembered yet slowly fading out

Haunted by mistakes, unsolved riddles they punish me
Secrets like Amazons dancing close dangerously
Cannot forgive, and hold no more, forgot my joy ages ago
Cannot cope, and shouldn't hope for nothing more

I have been haunted, and, she has moved on
Then she reappears to make the regrets crash my body down
Life is so strange, the more you look, the more unchanged
With no avail, blink and nothing will remain