Nothing to Something

I've been up
I've been down
I've been down on the ground

I've been low
I've been high
But there's nothing I found

I've been left
I've been right
And I fought for my life
While they twisted the knife

And I lost but I won't lose again
And I lost but I won't be lost again

No chances given, noone to believe me
And then I learnt, I need to believe me first
My old self, grieve me, my future, weave me
And a million roads, left to traverse

And I lost but I won't lose again
And I lost but I won't be lost again

Years of nothing take their toll
Walking more, aimlessly
The rage cannot take control
I will be who I wanna be
And I tried, I'll be damned if I say yes
To regrets that keep me from achieving happiness

In this life, all's a play, we're all actors in a scene
Many abandon hope, but not all give up their dream
We walk and talk and love and hope unseen
We fall, rise up, above, and get redeemed

No chances given, noone to believe me
And then I learnt, I need to believe me first
My old self, grieve me, my future, weave me
And a million roads, left to traverse

Go from nothing to something
In 12 easy steps
The mistakes are all behind me
To believe in all it takes
To flick through the liars
I opened my eyes
Enjoyed the journey cared none about the prize
Persist, no rest
Setting my own goddamn rules
There's no break, there's no ease
There's no objective truths
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is unbowed, till I fade out
When I fall, when I crawl
I still could see one single goal
When the doubts, swarms of crows
Besiege me, my power grows
It matters not, how strait the gate
The punishments the scroll
The master of my fate, I already won