Shadows Deep

Like strings broken, falling, calling, rocks beating the sea
Surrounded by rings of fire, the shades asked me what I see
Only illusions, I see fusions of a few wasted dreams
Themes of a dying heart, or so it feels and seems
Why can I never see what is in front of me
Nothing is missing, nothing is ever complete
For what sins do I need to atone
And what dreams I now find are not my own

No comfort in sleep, I kept my feelings in check
And in the shadows deep, alone I am left
I can't go back, can't make up my mind
Whether it's worth to leave everything behind

Oh, light my path, let me with you and I’ll pull through
In this starless night, I am lonely
Oh, hold me tight, these monsters I can't defeat them
All the dreams I carved; will I ever see them?

No comfort in sleep, I kept my thoughts locked away
And in the shadows deep, I've been led astray
I can't go back, can't make up my mind
Is it worth to leave everything behind?

Take my regrets and hallow them
I have nothing left to give
Too many things I've borrowed
Too little time left to forgive
You know I am a broken soul
My mind these fears will outlive
And whose life just began
But whose heart would misgive
Take my regrets and bury them
You know I'm just a scared beast
Replace my words with bravery
But without words I don't exist
And the voices in my head
Come and go as they please
They're all I can see ahead
So take my emotions as is
So many pieces are missing from my heart
Some I've teared away, some stolen once upon a time
This is not what I dreamt of, so long ago
But that's the way I now go, the way I now go