The rose

Verse:
I’m sorry I never saw the signs that you were giving me
I didn’t know what to do and if you would believe in me
Those stars on the ground will never see the real in me
You had the same dream and now let’s see if you believe
Butterflies was ours, but soon you’ll have another
I just hope she treats you good, better than no other
Drive through name with with a full loaded heart
Circle mind thoughts with peoplе throwing darts
You always ask me what's on my mind
I don't wanna answer with last breath of minе
So I keep my mouth shut with my pretty eyes
You don't wanna know something that'll waste your time
I know we're apart and all I do is stress it
Are you gonna see me the same when I start undressin?
Know this, trust me, I know you love me naked
When my thoughts add up, that's when I start fakin
I keep saying sorry for the things that I had said
You should know there are words that still remain unsaid
There mirrors, I can see myself but not me
With the clock spinning, I'm stuck in my seat
I wanna know the truth in your eyes
You wanna know the truth in my mind
Before I go, I want you to know the truth
I was never really meant for you
Gemini heart that I really love
Fell really hard, but you picked me up
Don't care bout no kiss with her, it was a mistake
Don't talk about it, just give it a break
Shoes like hers, hair like hers, body like hers
But lying is worst
I'm not her, not blonde, not perfect
Accept who I am, but my mirrors not working
Wires 'round my neck, wires through my head
You take em out, but you're still not there
You so far but I feel you so close
Midnight hit different when you think of the rose
Friends keep leaving, you keep staying
Don't know why, I'm just standing in the rain
Holding you tight, then letting you go
Just for you to pull closer, if you know

Outro:
I'm gonna let it in
Purple on my wrist
Blood all on my hands
I won't stand a chance
Gray all in the sky
L up in my mind
Me all on the tile
Bullet in my eye

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