No sense, can’t explain

Intro:
I wanna sit down and never break the walls again
I wannna lay down and never speak the truth again
I wanna run away, but no, I'm not a runner
I wanna speak again, but no, it's not funner

Verse:
These walls keep falling down, it's getting really scary
I wanna walk down like I'm getting married
All these signs is gonna be my end
All these windows are turning to my friends
Giving me all these roses, falling till they're frozen
Getting me up, then dying like it's nothing
All these windows are my friеnds, keep breaking
Stabbing me in the nеck till I stop breathing
Running like I'm soft, but I didn't really call you
These roses turning on me like "I did what I had to"
These walls keep falling like the glass on the floor
And I keep calling like "I'm done, but I need more"
I don't need more rules to my family line, for real
I don't understand these people who pretending
Like they by my side, they lie, they offend me
All this time I got my green card
But I can't turn it in, it's like my life is far
All these people see through, but I can't
Tell me what I have to do to see my rant
I got some shoes on, and I got a shirt on
My signs are the ones you can't see cuz I'm closed off
There's no point in crying, my problem is still there
You won't walk away, so why am I scared?

I don't know what to say when I'm dozed off
All the sand is in my way and I don't know why
It's like my thoughts are a dragon, they keep flying by
I'm gonna be higher than the sky
Higher than the clouds, higher than the rain
Just let me go up already, I'm tired of the wait
These rocks keep hitting me, this glass is in my arm
Glass is in my legs, left bruises and some scars