The Realist

Verse 1: Red Tears
What the fuck do you mean am I okay?
What do you see?
You hurt me
Said that you'll change
Bitch, stay away from me
How can you leave me here all alone
But get mad when I pick myself up?
Just because I forgive, doesn't mean I'll trust again
That's something you gotta learn for yourself
It only takes one smile to fool everyone around me
I try to open up but you say not everything's about me
I don't say I'm doing bad because you'll say the same thing
Now I gotta listen to your bullshit, ain't that about a bitch?
So don't look at mе like I'm something special
Whеn deep in your mind, you just wanna let go
Saying "sorry, but it's true, I'm not the one for you"

Chorus: Red Tears
I don't know who the real is
To myself, I'm the realist
I know you gon be mad when you hear this
Cuz after you broke my heart, you gon feel it

Verse 2: Red Tears
Fuck outta here with the "I love you" bullshit
When I was at my lowest, you didn't do shit
You just said you hoped I got better as if I wasn't looking for help
Said you were tryna keep me up, but you're the reason I'm in hell
The more I say trust, the more I want it
But since it's us together, we can't have it
I know it's fucked up but it's hard to stay tough
You picking sides makes me feel like I'm not enough
Not many people stay solid
Blowing me up, but not callin
Does he want me for me?
Or is he playing with me?
I don't know what I got, can't you see me?
If I said I loved you, would you believe me?
Or would you keep thinking I'd hurt you again since I hurt you once
I said I was sorry but you keep making me do more blunts
I know what happened didn't go as we planned it
But it looks to me like you take me for granted

Chorus: Red Tears
I don't know who the real is
To myself, I'm the realist
I know you gon be mad when you hear this
Cuz after you broke my heart, you gon feel it

Outro: Red Tears
No matter what I do, I can't trust nobody
My struggles keep making you leave, it's like I got nobody
I hope it's not your guilt that's gon bring us together
I hope it's not the lies that'll make us forever