The Rockstar

Sitting at this bar by myself
This the rockstar life

She’s in the wine
I rush to hit the bottom glass
Chase the highs
Just so I can feel the coming crash
This life’s a film
So beautiful and tragic
Life’s tough
For this here hopeless romantic
I reach to the stars
In hopes to obtain one
Visions so grand
I know I’m the insane one
Conflicted thoughts
Be such a frequent thing
For every woman
I see diamond ring
Upon the finger
That I cherish and hold dear
But commitment
A trait that I can’t bare
He always knew he could climb
But only climb alone
This rockstar life
Is only mine
And mine alone
I have these thoughts
These motives
These wants
The unobtainable
It lingers
It haunts
It’s the world
And it’s mine
At my fingertips
But I don’t want it
If I can’t have her in it

If I can’t have you
I don’t want nothing
The light will shine through
The shadows fallen

Another bar, another club
Another drink in hand
An empty flask, another round
I threw it on the tab
My soul’s as dark as this whiskey
I consume this brand
I know the devil fancies me
I cease to understand
Guilt be constant
Sun has set
Starts to weigh immensely
Make decisions out of impulse
Change be so unlikely
Not the life that I have chosen
But it’s so enticing
But for you I’ll put in effort
Which be so unlike me
Of all temptations I desire
Realign my focus
Best in me is what you bring out
That my only hope is
If I can let someone one see me
Just know you’ve come the closest
But the choices that I’ve made
Can come off atrocious
Take me for me and I for you
I like to take some chances
It’s easy said than done
With two hopeless romantics
And when it’s over said and done
Tale be for the masses
I’ll be waiting by the lake
For our sunrise slow dances

If I can’t have you
I don’t want nothing
The light will shine through
The shadows fallen