Mess I’ve Made

I be stumbling in the night
She’s the angel in my wine
Watch the street lights passing by
Out my Uber
This is fine
Hop out
Find I’m all alone
Cell phone battery be low
Got them missed calls from nobody
I seem to know
Uh
5th of bourbon
Neat enough to drive
Mental bars
In my head are dive
Correlate with shots
Standards meet at five
Keep the liquor dark
To reflect inside
Too loud to talk
Only choice to vibe
Shouting lyrics
Meaning be deprived
The more I spend
More I feel alive
I don’t feel alive

You can try to run
Try to hide
But the bottle
Only satiates the lies
Wild nights harmonize
All the hurt that you keep stored away
But the guilt be from the mess you’ve made
Tonight we dance the night away
Know I’m sorry that I hurt you, bae
Apologizing endlessly
Lilac skies be overhead
In the morning I’ll feel dead

In the morning you’ll be gone
Don’t run away
I just wanna conversate
Lemme go and pick your brain
For a moment girl
We were in a phase
I was tangled in your waist
Then we fell into the flames
And we lost it all
Yeah
Love is a poison
Take a sip
And it will get ya blood boiling
All the noises that you hear in your head
All alone when you lying in bed
You can have money, power, respect
Just go and lock your heart in a shed
Or fall in love
When it’s done
You’ll never ever get enough

You can try to run
Try to hide
But the bottle
Only satiates the lies
Wild nights harmonize
All the hurt that you keep stored away
But the guilt be from the mess you’ve made
Tonight we dance the night away
Know I’m sorry that I hurt you, bae
Apologizing endlessly
Lilac skies be overhead
In the morning I’ll feel dead

But moment to moment
I question to show it
I’m thinking about it
Record and wrote it
I’m needing to vent
Cause these thoughts I’m alone with
Was vibin’ with her
Only burdens go home with
Question my choices
Examine them closely
It’s mostly the carefree
Most dangerous when lonely
We rage and we party
I’m thinking of her
Is she thinking about me
I’m hoping she knows that I’m sorry

In the morning I’ll feel dead
As I lie awake in bed
Think of all the things I did
Who I hurt and what I said
What a mess you’ve made
Fuck
Look at what a mess I’ve made
It’s a mess