Life and Times of Xavier Robert

I’ve been
Sitting alone at this bar
Pretending to blend in with strangers
Riddled with flashes of you
The stars
Somehow look painted above us
Eyes can just tell you
She’s dangerous
Looks of an angel from hell
You can’t repeat the past
You can’t repeat the past

Can’t go back
Yeah
You can’t repeat the past
Why of course you can
Uh, uh
Avoiding her
Like I try to bourbon
Mix the two
Trouble do be certain
Marla Singer
I’m her Tyler Durden
What of us
I let fate detеrmine
Strange times
What thе world be though
Things between us
Only God and we know
Gave you chances
You play casino
Start to wonder
Just how far that we go
Back and forth
We play call tag
Blocked me twice
But you call back
Wondering when I’ll finally quit you
Threats you’ll leave
Always artificial
Pretty little thang with some devil horns
Chasing you be exhausting
Mental state what you cost me
But what’s a rose without thorns

Wish that fake love
Wasn’t all I got from you
Chasing Daisies
All the bullshit
That I went through
Just for you
Did you even give a damn
What you said true
Just as pointless as these memories
I keep replayed of you
Can’t keep looking back
Hold me back
Cause I’ve been living in past
You be so euphoric
I anticipate the crash
Like 90 in the 30
Got no footing on the gas
Can’t go back, can’t go

Her motives opaque
Clear the first date
Been through hell
Us together equate
Walls surround
With mistakes that we make
Never loved you
I’d probably be great
Tried to climb
Do it best alone
Been some days without you
Need a clean slate
Sobriety
Count the milestones
Await the days
Without all this dead weight
Tryna hold to together
Yeah
Trying my best
Pretend it don’t matter
Thrive in depression
Get making the music
You call obsession
A world without it
I call oppression
I’m needing to vent
Cause this be my prevention
This shit that I write
Is it so hard to see
That it hurts me to say
Only form of expression
3am in the morning
Not sober and restless
Thinking of shit
And the way to address this
I’m feeling tipsy
Need to get right
No sleep like all week
But we’ll see bout tonight
Mind start to wonder
If this be alright
Sanity hard to find
Crazy to think if I
Facing the trouble and I be addicted
Life could be dream
If the past could be lived in

Wish that fake love
Wasn’t all I got from you
Chasing Daisies
All the bullshit
That I went through
Just for you
Did you even give a damn
What you said true
Just as pointless as these memories
I keep replayed of you
Can’t keep looking back
Hold me back
Cause I’ve been living in past
You be so euphoric
I anticipate the crash
Like 90 in the 30
Got no footing on the gas
Can’t go back, can’t go