The Difference

[Verse One]
Fall hard on the wet concrete
Face first friend just follow me
Do what you can just leave your seat
The world stops spinning with no dancing
Halo of blood when you hit the ground
Friends and family for miles around
Too bad I'm all gone and I miss out
But this is what loving is all about
Resentment flows like a river to the sea
Filled with frowns and misanthropy
But Medusa scars on my arms tell me
That these stone stars are eternity
So what are we gonna do with this part of me
That was lost in the lobotomy
Big brother anti sex league
Or sexy soccer moms with battle fatigue
Do what you can but I can't do much
This accompanies all my bad luck
No big kids here to beat me up
No stray bullets but I still duck
And I'm hoping to become that sexy little swan
With big abs over which the girls fawn
For now I'm an administration pawn
It's not dark but still no dawn
Thanks KPS now I'm depressed
Diversity good sports and arrests
Got no money but still the best
Glad I'm out soon with no regrets
I can't believe the future's mine
It's looking real odd and I can't define
The feeling in my gut but I don't mind
Just looking for good memories to combine
Too bad the dirt nap took care of that
Looks like I'm outside with the dog on the door mat
Terrible thing is I'm used to it
But I just take it as camping for a little bit

[hook]
Eyes are just divided by the space that's in between them
Sometimes the cobwebs need some spring cleanin'
Dive through the porthole
Just to get a little wet
Got a little black soul
Because I haven't washed it yet
Maybe I'm too busy quelling little skeptics
Or out in the streets looking for suspects
Sometimes I just can't tell the difference
Sometimes I just can't tell the difference

[Verse Two]
People religion and philosophy
It never really made that much sense to me
Why get pissed over just a theory
Gonna have a heart attack at age three
Do what you want do what you will
We're all just scarabs looking for the kill
The dung ball at the end off the hallway
Six o'clock news just to watch it all fall away
Zoo animals animal farming
The lack of resemblance is very alarming
But bells and whistles still seem smarmy
Might as well make a liberation army
I got it all but the kitchen sink
So it really sucks cause I need a drink
Parched throat seared and scorched I think
Falling through thin ice on the hockey rink
Found the fountain of youth when my breath ran out
It left me with a little bit more or less doubt
About the irony of my situation
Probably had to do with my procrastination
See I wait and I wait
But no one's gonna take
An offer made with their cool at stake
A now I haven't got a stick with which to shake
And I still got friends to unmake
Break me off a piece of that kit kat bar
Sitting there acting like the brand new czar
I got more reputation to mar
So shut up and get your butt in the car

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