The Death of Me

Don’t say it’s cause you’re bitter
Wasn’t it you who told that lie
You made me a Ship of Theseus
I tried so hard to be your match
Cause it’s you I tried to changed for
I told myself I was selfish
But it was you who never compromised
As I slowly lost myself

You, love, will surely be the death of me
Death of me
And you won’t ever see me again

Your love and lies are all that’s left of me
Left of me
And as I orchestrate my end
It’s your voice in the end

Go ahead and sing my elegy
Your poems will be the death of me
I’m never gonna be the person you want me to be
There’s a hundred different mes out there
I don’t even know which one you want
What should I do to make you fall in love with who I am?

My love and greed will be the death of me
Death of me
I’m fucked cause I hate saying goodbye

Leave me and go on instead of me
Instead of me
Maybe I can let go before I die

I’m so scared at what’s ahead of me
Ahead of me
Cause I’m so broken at my core

When I’m dead, what will be said of me?
Be said of me
I wonder if you’ll even remember what happened before?