Priestess (Yr Painting of My Life)

When I first met you, I was terrified of knowing you
Knew this was a bad plan
Should have kept you as a fan
But as the days went by
Everything got closer
Closer, closer
Come closer, closer

Breathe
Stop my time
Let’s stay like this forever
You can say whatever you want

Can I ever get you out of my mind?
Are you ever gonna leave me behind?
Cause I never wanna see the signs
Not when you are always saying that it’s fine

Avocado, can I makе you mine?
I am waiting until you come online
Evеrything is looking good this time
But for me I know that things are never fine

I can't turn you into music
You are art personified
And every attempt is inconclusive
Your life is reality deified
“If music is life, then you’re a god”
Then God’s everything, it’s everything
It’s it/Id and you and me
You can paint me in pixels
Art is orange and pink, everything is one
Turn me into one of these shapes
And teach me how to write your life
How can anyone not make art after meeting you?
You're green and red, colours shaping into every hue

I tried to love better
Undo my story
Now you’re up
Everything that meant something to you was me writing a path onto meeting you
Write a signal
It was meant to be reached
TLD, make a god
You priestess
I wish that you were here to watch me write this song
Oh my god
I wish that I never have to let you go!

Tully, will you get out of my life?
Will you let me know if you're still alive?
Cause I'm never gonna be your wife
Every day, at the climax of the night

"You're somebody who has touched my life
Renns, that won't change as long as we're alive"
What you said will never leave my mind
You have painted my life and I'm petrified