Ten Toes Down

[Verse]
It was 'posed to be me and you until the end of time (Time)
I should've paid attention, you was sending signs (Signs)
I never thought I'd see the day a bitch would make me cry (Cry)
But did you love me or hate me? Seems like you can't decide (I don't know)
Wish you'd make up your mind (Make up your mind)
You looked me dead in my eyes and you told me lies (Told me lies)
I may have fucked up sometimes, but shit, that's normal guys (Normal guys)
I never fucked nobody else, had no one on the side
I mean for you, I tried
And I ain't treat you up to par, so yeah, I'm half to blame (Yeah, I'm half to blame)
But after some mistakes, some things will never be the same (Never be the same)
Dory the fish and I wish I could just forget your name
Wish I could delete these memories to get rid of pain
Remember nights in Visconti, you said you wouldn't change (Wouldn't change)
But I guess you was just runnin' game (Runnin' game)
I waited for you to come around, but you never came (You never came)
I guess the last three years of my life, it was spent in vain (Damn)
New Year's Day, I caught you coming down the step
See, the goal was to tell you I wish that you never left
See, the goal was to tell you ever since, I've been a mess
No, the goal was to tell you it's something that I regret
But it's obviously something that you can't accept
Because you was more upset that I'm showin' up unaddressed
And I got something to say (Got somethin' to say), I got something to say (Got somethin' to say)
And I drove four hours this way just to get it off my chest (Get it off my chest)
So will you listen to me? And can we talk alone? (Talk alone)
But then you don't respond (Don't respond), act like your voice is gone (Voice is gone)
And that shit had me hot, I'm like what's going on?
I know that I'm not perfect, but what did I do wrong?
I'm tryna fix this shit (Fix this shit), I'm tryna show you grown (Show you grown)
Man, fuck an argument (Argument), I know that's what you want
You tell me watch my tone, and then you say go home
I say I need my clothes, but then I grabbed your phone
Now, due to the fact that you angry and all emotionless (All emotionless)
I just grabbed your cellphone and you ain't even notice it (You ain't even notice it)
With thoughts that I'ma do if I find something inappropriate
But someone called the cops, so I waited before I opened it
I waited like two or three days just so I could take it
I told myself that it's facts and facts, man, I gotta face it
A broken heart, it ain't nothing to play with
Turn on your phone and then, boom, the notifications
I'm reading (I'm reading), slowly losing my patience
'Cause you told another nigga last night was amazing (The fuck?)
You said this weekend was crazy and that you wouldn't trade it (Trade it)
And now I'm starin' at this phone, my eyes are filled with hatred
To keep it real, that's not even the worst
To keep it all the way real, that's not even what hurts
What hurts is including him, you slept with your ex-nigga too
What the fuck made you think in reverse?
And damn, why I gotta be the last to know?
Figured out answers to questions that I done asked before (Asked before)
When shit like this happen, I guess you have to grow
So I won't ask if you love me, I'm sure the answer's no (Answer's no)
I had a lot of sleepless nights that I cried to you (That I cried to you)
I was just waiting on that moment I could "I do" you (I could "I do" you)
By any means, I got what was always nice for you (What was nice for you)
But now that I'm your ex Ray, I see right through you (Right through you)
I was ten toes down, I would never leave
I came second in your life like the letter B
Mentally drained, I gave you all of my everything
You dogged a good nigga, I swear that you need your Pedigree
Wanted to text your phone, but I just let it be
'Cause Stevie Wonder with your feelings, you could never see
How much damage you done caused when I begged and plead
Teacher's pet, I expected you to never cheat