Cheating Wasn’t Worth It

[Intro]
Yeah
I fucked up
Yeah

[Verse]
It's my fault for putting you in this position, I (Position, I)
Told you I loved you, my actions showed somethin' different
Whenever there was tension, I would never pay attention (Nah)
That's the reason that I'm sittin' here venting, I hope you listen (Hope you listen)
But you probably got your phone on do not disturb (Do not disturb)
Chillin' with some other nigga that you used to curve (Skrrt, skrrt)
When you said that you was mine and you meant every word (Every word)
But I messed it up and now I get what I deserve (Yeah)
I know you probably think I do this shit for exposure (For exposure)
But I'm doing this one just so I can give you closure (Give you closure)
So you don't have to deal with people asking you about me (Vaughn?)
Or asking you what happened, for a reason that it's over
I remember it was late night (Late night)
Right after we had that space fight (Space fight)
No, right after I got the text that you hate life (You hate life)
You said we both got some issues we need to make right
If I want you gone, that's something I don't gotta say twice (Gotta say twice)
Thoughts runnin' through my head 'bout what we gonna do (What we gonna do)
And plus, I had this lil' female that was coming through (Pullin' up)
But shit, you ain't make it any better
You gon' treat it like whatever
And say fuck it? I say fuck it too (Fuck it too)
She pulls up to my residence
The one I told you not to worry about, she irrelevant?
This devil on my shoulder got me thinkin' she heaven-sent (Yeah)
How could I be so stupid? This happened due to my negligence
Man, I should've never went (I should've never went)
We go upstairs and talk
I'm just sittin' there quiet, not sayin' shit, in my thoughts (Thoughts)
Outh of nowhere, grab a cup just to end up pourin' my heart (Yeah)
Tellin' her when we argue, you make it all of my fault (Fault)
Askin' her if I left, would you recognize it's a loss? (Loss)
She said that girl is lost and she don't know what she want (Nah)
But if she wanna step, then fuck it, just let you walk
Should be easy to cut you off
She say, "You know how to cut, you went to culinary arts"
And that shit made me laugh (Made me laugh)
And then she kissed me on my cheek, that sorta made me mad (Made me mad)
'Cause shit, if I'm about to cheat, I guess it can't be half (Can't be half)
'Cause shit, what happened after that, it sorta made me sad (Made me sad)
'Cause if I had another chance, then I would take it back (Take it back)
Two hours pass, in a bed with another woman
Was so distracted, I ain't read the text that you was comin' (That you pullin' up)
A love message, you telling me I'm the one you wanted
You was at the door by the time that I even start responding (Fuck)
The harder you pound on the door, the harder my heart was pounding
But looking for a fuck to give, then I finally found it (Finally found it)
The girl was lookin' for her blouse, then she finally found it (She finally found it)
Thought I was smart, now I'm standing here looking dumbfounded (Damn)
Finally let you in (In)
And you ask me, "Who's this bitch?" and I'm telling you that's my friend (That's my friend)
"You took too long to answer, my nigga, so try again" (Try again)
"But look me in my face and don't tell me a lie again" (Huh?)
I fuckin' lied again (I fuckin' lied again)
That's the day that you ended it
You liked one of my pictures, I hit you up just to reminisce
You said that I still ain't shit
Asked you where your feelings is
You said you don't like your decision, but gotta live with it
But you ain't done healing yet (You ain't done healing yet)
I can't believe I lost you
You always on my mind, it's like I cannot get it off you (I cannot get it off you)
I'm finally finding out how much disloyalty cost you
Remember when you cared? 'Cause when you cared, you would argue
Now you don't even argue (What the fuck?)
Now I gotta deal with somebody else having you (Somebody else having you)
'Cause I couldn't do the things that they'd be glad to do (They'd be glad to do)
You gave me your soul, had me feeling I was half of you (I was half of you)
But as of now, I'm realizing I'm the past to you (I'm the past to you)
Fuck

[Outro]
Just let it play
Turn me up a lil' bit
Goddamn
Yeah