Surrounded

I don’t know a thing, I don’t, I don’t know a thing
I don’t know a thing, I don’t, I don’t know a thing, yeah
I feel so alone even though I feel surrounded
Broken to the bone, you don’t know thing about me

Been through the dramatics, everything that’s been around me
Life has been traumatic, always say to try some counseling
Dealt with all the panic being locked up in my house
Cause I had to simmer down, they all looking at me now
Like Momma is you proud? And all they want is clout
I want my checks not to bounce, understand this not the plan
I know you don’t want be around, I’m dead before the grave
I ain’t nothing you can save but I know you can’t replace me

I don’t feel a thing, I don’t, I don’t feel a thing (Nah)
I don’t feel a thing, I don’t, I don’t feel a thing (Nah)
I feel so alone even though I feel surrounded
Broken to the bone, you don’t know thing about it (Aye)

I been broken, I’m hoping you stay, I’m closing the case
I wanna lay in my grave, I leave myself open I break
And I been losing my strength to feel alive for a day
Swallow my pride, I’m afraid that I won’t arrive to the stage
Because I’m trying to make something right out of my pain
Or to help you people relate, I ain’t got nothing to gain
And now I’m driving on the interstate, I’m swerving in lanes
I can’t be perfect, I hate the fact that I’m nervous to say
That I’m better decayed..