3:30 A.M.

I'm deranged, I'm insane
I'm putting a dent in the game, I'm putting a face to the name
I been feeling restraint and I been losing my strength
The pain make me break, my heart is ice on stakes, a high stakes in the place
Now the tension been getting me, sippin' all of this Hennessey
And myself is my enemy, draining all of my energy, constantly complementary
High in the sky then I'm dropping, pick a time and a topic
I fall apart and I'm rotten and from the start I'm forgotten
Full throttle on thе gas when I hit, whiplash
And I hit this hash and forget about the past
Keep my еyes on the cash, my decisions been brash
I've been living too fast, I've been giving two tabs
Then I trip, slip, crash into a coma, I'm overdosing
The potion too potent, emotionally I've been broken
It's three-thirty on the dot, check the clock
On the spot mixin' liquor with the pop, you can go kick rocks
"When this shit gone drop?" I don't know, go ghost
Disappear in the smoke, into flames, into dust
Come back at dusk and rap a bunch
And pack a punch, I'm acting up so back it up
I've had enough, don't give a fuck
I'm back in a tux and I'm back in this rut
Now I'm deranged, I'm insane, I find it so hard to complain
Stuck in my ways, I can't change
I'm not at peace in this place, I'm lost at sea in this place
I'm being reckless, distressed, I find it hard to find rest
I put my mind to a test to see if I can progress
What do I need from myself? At least a conscience and help
And I don't seem to have either, dragged into hell I spit ether
I'm at the end of my feature but it's my own song
So I sit and prolong like I'm dancing to a slow song
I'm still holding on strong, I have hope but I lost it
Turn and I toss in my sleep, tryna reach deep pockets