New Me

Yeah…
(Yeah, aye) Aye, yeah…

Change my life wanna change my views
Change my life wanna change my views
Shits all the same with the same bad news
I pick and choose but I’m choosy
I’m just getting used to the new me
Yeah, lost in an ocean of thoughts
I’m stuck in my mind like half the time
I just gotta learn how to let go
I’m touching her down like I’m hitting the end zone
Making it different, we change the positions
The way that I hit it I make her submissive
I’m loving my baby, the pussy the delicious
And I was so timid but now I turn vicious
They got it twisted, got me as a witness
The way that I’m spitting you can’t really miss it
My proposition is some recognition
Let’s break it down like some demolition
Had no pot to piss in ’til I hit the kitchen
Now my intuition was my opposition
Found what I’m missing, I try to stay sane but I lost my ambition
Yeah, stuck in the world and I’m trying to learn shit
Shit got me anxious and then I get nervous
When I sit down and I think of my purpose
Shit gets me stressed ’til I can’t even word it (Yeah)
Mesh my words into symphony
Deep inside this shit be killing me
I’m ready I had an epiphany
Changing my shit and I’m doing it differently
Don’t want sympathy, know my ability
I don’t got nothing but dignity, kill my hostility
I cannot feel the ground cause I’m floating
Rest In Peace to my emotions
Toasting to the days where I felt the same
Toast to the days where I felt insane
Cannot complain when I’m stuck in my bag (Aye)
Cannot contain when I think of my past (Yeah)
Uh, change lanes go faster
Straight plain, disaster
Loose brain, mad hatter stuck in dark matter
Whats the matter? I sit with sick laughter
I made to mix and master and spit this shit backwards
Over worked slacker, underpaid actor
Underrated rapper, an educated bastard
Brains been scattered since the first chapter
I burst and disperse, its curse and a factor
Its curse and a factor, its curse and a factor, its curse and a factor
Aye, pick up the gat and I let my brains splatter
The pain been shattered, I’m broken and battered
Deranged in the head, I’m insane cause I don’t follow trends
Got they lips sewed shut, needle and the thread
And they dread for the day hat I hop out the cage with the words that I say
Hop on the stage, drop a hot tape and I let my blood boil like I’m sitting on a hot plate
Rhymes been divine even when I take long break
Working all day, I been working all day
Learned that I can’t be perfect but rehearse it ’til it sounds flames, until the words remain
Embedded in your head ’til you can’t stop saying it, can’t stop playing it
Play it ’til your brain split drink, drink ’til you wasted
My minds on vacation, my room my safe haven where I stay stationed
I’m monster a maven, it’s Friday I’m Jason
The highway is vacant (Bitch)