Superhero

[Verse]
Waking up early in the morning with a weird feelin
How to construct my day when the tension be buildin
But fuck it i'm chillin and killin time
In a buoyant mood, plottin to spit a rhyme
Flameboyant in my own solitude
Neighbors greet me cuz i'm such a solid dude
It's a beautiful day, it's like i'm mr rogers
Surrounded by alacrity, everybody fucks with me
See, i'm never buried in negativity
Tell the reaper, come and get me
I reaped what i sowed
All the past i've owned
Death ain't no scare, i'm limitless
This is my philosophical rumination, it's so seemless
Nothin can stop me, it's like i'm kissin the sky
Not living in denial, life's my apple of my eye
Cuz

[Hook]
I'm a superhero, i fight my own demons
It's life or death, a matter of survival
Cuz demons be killin ya as you turn suicidal

[Verse]
It's the afternoon, you started to doubt yourself
Layin in bed like why the fuck you keep lyin to yaself
Thoughts are kickin in sayin i don't really feel like myself
Self esteem is lowerin, i'm fallin, runnin outta serotonin
I'm so confused why i always underachieve in life
It just ain't easy like riding a bike
All these motivational speeches be poisoning my spiritual
All these blind hopes are screaming for a miracle
People i think i'm dope, cuz i'm full of dopamine
But i'm filled with lust,greedy for the finer things
Alcohol addiction, who the fuck is pulling my strings
Geppeto don't get tho, these are the cards i've been dealt
Need more oxytocin cuz i don't really love myself
War on drugs, but these chemicals make me happy
Demons be robbin me off my mental health, sadly
They are gettin at me
I guess i need a

[hook]
Superhero, to fight my own demons
It's life or death, a matter of survival
Cuz demons be killing me as i turn suicidal

[Verse]
It's late night, can't see the daylight
Feelin depressed really oppressed
By my own mentality that seems to manifest
Isolated from my friends, had to cancel plans
Anxiety's throwing fists
No one is giving me a hand
With all these numbers in my phone
I don't wanna be prone to bother anyone when i'm alone
In my loneliness, locked in a room in my own mental prison
I always hide the key, i don't wanna go out it's fearsome
Tears from my eyes, everything turned from wholesome to poison
So poignant, but i don't wanna die like this
Disappointment, i don't wanna live like this
Eating all this fast food, it's baneful
The shit i'm doing to me, it's painful
It's a cry for help
I guess i need a superhero to save me from myself

[hook ]
Superhero, to fight my own demons
It's life or death, a matter of survival
Cuz demons be killing me as i turn suicidal