Bojack i blow stacks
I smoked a whole pack
Out of control
Depression is back
Emotional barrel roll
Is gonna crack my back
Weight on my shoulders
A waste for these time holders
Hate in my soul i'm spillin it all
Took the bait, demons won't let me off the hook
I am just a fish in the pond waitin to get cooked
Drowning in alcohol fuckin up my psyche
Told my psychic alcohol is my only sidekick
Always left on the sidelines, by these sidechicks
They threw me a lifeline, but i still took the piss
Wish they didn't, i'll be fine, i won't be missed
Hope they won't see me this morn' cuz i will be mist
[Hook]
I just wanna run baby run run
I just wanna run baby run run
I just wanna run baby run run
Hopin i would see the sun
Bojack wish i brought back
All the memories in which i fucked up
Now they just soliloquies fillin my cup
Hopin it would speak to me
Cuz i'm such a weak human bein
With poor traits
Showin fake smiles in any portraits
Feelings pouring from the ceilin
Noose talk is just old news
I'm just a nuisance to my own crew
Wish you can see my view
What's the point of living in the moment
When mind's a pile of trash and dormant
Forlorn for so long destined to be solo
So low, coughin in the coffin like that's my new bed
Thoughts all bottled up in my head
I hope they spill at my will cuz id rather be dead