Amy Winehouse

[Verse]
Yo, listen
I'm back on my noxious habits
Ladies pull me back in a fraction
Cuz they don't waste their time
With someone that's such a waste, fine
Devil in a bottle, waiting for that first sip
The thirst of that cheap wine gon take me on an emotional trip
Going from euphoria to dysphoria in an instant
I just need that bottle and get back to my bubble
I'm so distant
Hopeless and broken, skeptic to let anybody in
Y'all just elephants in my room getting under my skin
I got an isolated facade, i barely show the door to my own squad
Not even a major khaled key would make me open up
I just want to be perceived as cold hearted
Silly and kill me for being often retarded
Shit, came to realize that world's a circus
Everyone is a good clown on the surface
That's hella ironic
I gotta admit that i'm an alcoholic
When i come back home, my feelings are gonna douse
Man im drowing in champaigne showers alone in my house
Hopefully i don't go out like amy winehouse

[Hook]
I can't control the world around me getting colder
Plus i got enemies over my shoulder
I'm just grateful for another day
Another chance and now i let it go away?

[Verse]
Tried to go sober
But it's never over
I'm sobbin, heart's throbbing
I'm so damaged, but i never show it
So hard on myself, you already know it
I often need affection, that's my fucking problem
It's a fact
Thats why my relationships got Rocky, ASAP
Can't seem it to let go off my past, even though it's all wrapped
I know the present is a gift, but all i got is rap
I spill my emotions, impose my will, go with the motions
Fill my own void, sometimes i'm so annoyed
By the toxicity of my friends
Where i just happen to blend
God damn i need a fucking chainsaw to cut these people off
Y'all just chain me to your interests, i knew y'all were some knock offs
Truth is, i'm a user who happens to be used
Truth is, i'm turning into my dad
Take a sip, until my feelings douse
I just hope i don't go out like amy winehouse