​subside.

[Intro]
What you really worth, when you get hurt
Every ounce burned, I never learn
Problems inside, I can barely survive
I just wanna subside, I don't wanna die
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse]
I don't really know what I'm really worth
[?] me getting hurt, I ain't got trust now, every ounce burned
Stuck in a cycle, I never learn how to work out every problem inside
This ain't a life, I can barely survive
Don't wanna fight, I just wanna subside
Don't wanna live but I don't wanna die
Don't wanna quit but I don't wanna try
Don't want to tell you the truth but I don't wanna lie
Don't wanna hold it all in but I don't wanna cry
Don't wanna takе of this mask but I don't wanna hide
I'm scared to change, stuck in bеtween who I am and the person I know I can be
I used to pray to the point who I was is the person before I got in it is not even me