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[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse]
I'm fine just a little upset cause I cannot hide what I got in my head
And it just comes out over and over again
Then I'm put right back where the fuck I was at
I just lie, lie, lie but I ain't fooling myself
I wanna die, die, die, I'm getting sick of myself
Swear I try but I'm still inside of this hell
I'll never find peace unless it's coming out of a shell
But I think I'm wrong all the time so I can't run
But I don't fight, cause I'm trapped in between
What it would mean for me and fight it but I didn't wanna
Just so I could live a normal life whеre I was not in trouble
Wait, that voice I'm hеaring under all the thoughts that's rushing in
I can't keep on hiding this, it's so loud, been fighting it but I think I'll invite it in