​so long.

[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Verse]
I lost my love but you can't lose what you ain't ever had
I don't wanna be here, I think imma go to Neverland
I just wanna talk but I don't think that you would understand
If you love me, let me know but if you don't, just let me go
It's so long but I still feel it all now, I don't know where I think I should go now
I'm so cold, my hand, can you hold now? I can't go up, I think that imma go down
How the fuck do I know? How the fuck do I know I'm doing this right?
Where the fuck do I go? Where the fuck do I go when I can't see the light?
Should I write this note? Should I write this note, should I hand it [?]
Should I let this go? If I let this go, I'll feel alright
Smoke cigarettes for stress, I know that I'm a mess
I don't know if I can be fixеd, I can't beat this
Fuck my life right now, I don't know if I need this
All I really need right now is for mе just to beat this
I'm drowning in my hate, a lacuna in my place, where my heart should be right now, I feel like that imma drown
I don't want no one around me, I don't think that you like me
You say that you relate but you don't know just how my life be