STILLBORN

[Verse]
And I just wanna drink it all away
And let the people that surround me drown the fuck up out the pain
I feel bored with the music and it's fucked up
'Cause that's the only thing I love except my bitch now
I used to love it when I played my shit back and felt proud
Things changed, now it's picking apart all the fucking stupid things
And I should give it up, yeah, I should give it up, yeah
And I been texting everyone I know about the shit that I been going through and hoping it would help
But I don't even want the fucking help
I tell 'em "Leave me alone" but I'm the one that's fucking asking for it
I fuck around and get this shit inside my head
About scenarios of losing everyone I fucking love
And that's just 'cause I wanna feel something
I don't give a fuck what it is, I'm sick of feeling anxious and numb
I'm thinking maybe I should leave it all behind
I put a pill up on my tongue and press the barrel to my fucking temple now
Hang me by a rope, I'm losing all my fucking hope
It ain't shit left that you could fucking do for me
I been anti-social since the day I was born
I guess that I should love it, that's the way I was born (But I'm eighteen)
But I'm eighteen, I should've been a fucking stillborn

[Chorus]
I'm writing this to let you know that I don't give a fuck about my health
Shit started when we last talked
I never meant a fucking soul harm
But I do the shit I do because I lack the skills to handle shit
I'm writing this to let you know that I don't give a fuck about my health
Shit started when we last talked
I never meant a fucking soul harm
But I do the shit I do because I lack the skills to handle shit, fuck