As stated in his interview with 703 UNDERGROUND, CHRISTIAN (titled after BLCKK’s first name) was the first track BLCKK and JAMES GORCZYCA recorded for the 2000 album, and eventually the track that would inspire BLCKK to make a collaboration album with JAMES in the first place.
[Intro]
It's a lot on my mind
Yeah, I need a place to stay
I forgot everything I was gonna say with the intro
[Verse 1]
I need a place to stay, I need a place to stay
'Cause I've been moving around
These empty packages of cigarettes won't keep me warm
But take my word
It's always harder 'til it ain't and that's just how it is
I wish I told you what I should've when I had the chance
But ever since we disconnected, I've been playing shit back
I got some money in my backpack
But I've been tryna save it up so I can see you more
I got a couple hundred extra tracks
But I've been tryna save 'em up so I can grab awards
I know that shit don't matter
But all my homies stopped reminding me I'm good enough
So now I feel like I'm just wasting breath and fucking up
I know I need to start depending on my own advice
I ain't been honest with the lot of you and that's the truth
That's the truth, yeah, honestly
Let me know, let me know
I've been out of touch
And if you got an answer, hit my phone
Don't wanna bother you but I been fucking cold, alone
And Winter doesn't treat me right
I don't do poetry, I never fix my lines
I never spend more than a minute with the extra time
And I got it
(I never fucking use it, not how I should, not- you get it)
I guess that doesn't matter
[Interlude]
[?]
Doing this is not easy either 'cause [?]
I don't like thinking about it
[Verse 2]
Let me know if you ain't with it anymore
I got a hundred million reasons I should quit this shit
And I ain't playing with these bitches like I used to
Make money, take money, either fucking way
[Hook]
I need a home, I need a home
I've been alone for a minute
I need a home, I need a home
I need a home
I've been alone for a minute
I need a home
[Outro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Ad-libs like that, like, over-
CHRISTIAN was written by BLCKK.
CHRISTIAN was produced by JAMES GORCZYCA.