Splitting the Soul

Off track, I have to reach them
Fall back, I'll let them know then
Erase what we had built together
Embrace all of the guilt I've triggered

Retract, I can't remember
Flashbacks, did I surrender?

I hardly feel at all when I revive
All of the chaos that I left behind

Alone, it must be their fault
The unknown, trapped in my own vault
Forget, intoxication again
Cold sweat, capitulation from reality
Call back, I'll make them tremble
Lost track, I'll disassemble what's left

Tick tock, the clock is ticking
Tick tock, my soul is splitting