Blue Light

I can't really focus on this pain right now
My schedule is booked and I'm away
I'm climbing on top of my fragile house
Built of impatience and dismay

I'm not here to face these worries now
With just enough patience I'll revive
Some might even say that I'm the lucky one
In search for everything
Still I believe in nothing

I will see it through
Down the avenue
Of denial

My mind is piling up
Drinking from the cup
Of impulsivity

Shades in the water
Disrupting the order
Crossing the border in vain
Boy drеssed in blue light
The final rеst for your sight
Fall with the landslide again

I'll figure it out without addressing it
Don't wanna focus on the past
I can't deny this pain any longer
The bubble is bursting and I'm free

It's coming back to me
Where I used to be
It's over

Falling on my knees
There's no security
It's over

I will see it through
Down the avenue

My mind is piling up
Drinking from the cup
Shades in the water

I will see it through
Down the avenue

My mind is piling up
Drinking from the cup
Of impulsivity