Over the Top

Over the top
I live my life in shame
Unable to stop
I cannot reconnect to the train

Over the top
I waste my life away
Trying to stop
The fear of turning grey

Over the top
I cannot see the truth

Over the top
I waste my life away
Over the top
I cannot see and conquer my flame

Unable to stop
I feel the world moving
Away from the top
It’s just a role that I portray

Fall back, holy water cannot save you from yourself
Retract and recline to acknowledgement
Of what you know
Where you grow

I’m over the top
I waste my life away
Over the top
I exaggerate, saturate, eradicate my fairytale

Over the top
I live my life in shame
Over the top
To feel alive
I cannot stop
To forge my path in vain
Over the top

To harvest a crop
Where all the seeds were dead

Over the top
I cannot see where I belong
Unable stop
I’ve lost my inner compass long ago

Over the top
To cover up
The unease
To release
My emotions