SOMETIMES I WISH IT WERE ME

Watching best friends just change
Losing faith they down more pills again
Sipping on lean, passing out
Its the blank stare that kills me, your ghost still haunts me

Your standing on a cliff of bad decisions no you won’t change
You’ve come addicted to the medication that numbs the pain
Perc 30, benzos and the Xanax that just rots all your brain
I'll kill to see you smile again, I don’t say all of this in vain

I miss that little perfect person
Cherished moments with you it’s hurting
When I put that Narcan in your nostril yeah it killed me inside
You say you’re fine facing this on your own but no your not alright

When will we find better reasons, to be happy
Just to changе of seasons
Cutting down alleys no you’ve lost all thе sight
You can't begin to fabricate all these memories that you’ve tossed aside

Cus it hurts just to see a best friend
Fading so fast I know your sinking
Sometimes I feel like this was all just on me
I see you grinding at your teeth yeah I miss how you used to be

It makes me sad to see you
It kills me inside you know
It makes me sad to see you
Sometimes it best to let go

It makes me sad to see you
When will you change, no you won’t
It makes me sad to see you
I know that you will never show