CUTTING SKIN

You act like I don’t exist at all
Turn it back to me, I fell in love with a fiend
Codeine pushed me down on the floor
Throwing fists at my face, my back is against the wall

You act like I don’t exist at all
I can’t believe this is what love is meant to be
Your feelings hang me off the floor
I feel like this time I know it just has to end

Changing of feelings I see you looking at him, not me
Yeah you know it’s messed me uprightly
Cutting my skin with the words you never said yeah
Whys this feel like I’ve fallen in love again

Wasted ashes on my shoes, I feel like im just being used
Push me down, climb on top of me, what, yeah you make me so confused
What did I mean to you, yeah nothing, won’t you just make me feel just something
More than this angst inside, push it down, bury it, you know I won’t come out alive

Digging up a grave of a messy past
Everything moves to fast and I can’t catch up
Is this all I am, just the space in between

You act like I don’t exist at all
Turn it back to me, I fell in love with a fiend
Codeine pushed me down on the floor
Throwing fists at my face, my back is against the wall

You act like I don’t exist at all
I can’t believe this is what love is meant to be
Your feelings hang me off the floor
I feel like this time I know it just has to end

Depression, it’s manic, everything’s a mess
In a graveyard with best friends, you say it’s just stress
You said I should I run away from you
I guess you were right, I’ve never felt so abused

Hanging by a rope of best intentions
What’s this, now I know you never mentioned
Our love to anyone else
You never showed, you never tell

Your issues to me when im concerned
Ieave me on seen again, yeah it’s just perfect
I’d rather kill myself
Than be embraced by you again

All you ever did was call me when you were suicidal
Your to drunk, calm down, left me on idle
Is this all I am, just the space in between