Sofficating

You fel that I could give you someday
The love that someone wasted all away
But someone wasted me when I tried to stay
I feel it like it was yesterday

My face was drowning not because the rain
She let me go and all was left was pain
I said "I need you to go I cannot stand the strain"
And no one cared, while part of me just faded

I'm sorry
Everything I see just feels blurry
I can't explain myself about what I did
And I hope that I can fix this someday

I know you loved me you said it with your face
Everytime I smiled, you looked at me that way
I showed you secrets no one ever met
And you tried to fix me but it was not ok

Now I look what I did baby I'm a fool
You could be the one but I was feeling blue
Fear consumed me I know you did it too
It's no ones fault that I couldn't stay with you

I'm sorry
I should be the one who's worried
You were the one in pain I just ignored
After all we spent together I'm sorry