Crashed

Don't wanna feel alone
Don't wanna lose it all
But the deadline comes

And things we have done
The memories I've got
Are spoiled on my bedroom floor

I want you back
Lying in my arms

The rain hits my head
Stones crack my arms
And I can't crawl to you

And the storm lights it all
And I'm wondering
I feel like a fool

And oh
You had me waiting for you call
And I
I've been fucked for six years time

I'm not proud of me
My spot is bad I see
I'm a cracked soul and no one knows

But you kept me safe
Your warmth kept my faith
And you broke my chains

And oh
I'm no longer attached to my past
And I
I feel like a satellite who just crashed

Why is it so hard to keep my shit together with you?
I can't explain myself when trying to hold on to you