Flowers

Lying in my bed now
Few hours since sleep time
'Cause I can't close my mind
My eyes won't shut with
Your face coming alive
And sick fo shuffling songs
Tired of guitar plugs
Not a damn song
Can mute my thoughts
And take me out of this world
'Cause the clouds are crying
Feel the rain right outside
There's not a storm that
Can compare to the fucking mess
You made for a long time
But I'm lost in your eyes
In a maze of your hair
Finding past thoughts
That I have to swallow
Or the tears will run away

They say don't grab a rose it has spines
Sunflowers only look at what looks right
But daisies are not what I need to find
And you're not a flower but I want you mine

My mind keeps glitching
Showing up dead things
Nothing seems real and
Nothing I can do can help to save me
Going all the way down
I'm getting used to this
Falling for the same shit
Fucking this up has come
As a routine

They say don't pick a rose it kills from behind
Sunflowers look right but they always lie
But daisies keep me a little more alive
And you're not a flower but I'll wait for your sign

'Cause you gave me time and that's a gold mine
You gave your time and thats worth all my life