So It Begins

And so it begins who would have ever thought that this day was bright
I got a deal, writing rhymes it's a stage for fright
Mother speaking wisdom to my ears giving great advise
At times I write only just to see my status liked
(Pride) with so much folly up in my trolley, can God use someone like me
And I keep asking the same question, see my brow stay sweating
But the Spirit give rest indeed
Its not about you young S He says
I decrease He increase in my sentences
I need Jesus deep thesis that is heaven sent
Please believe it is Him that I'm resting in
Lean since I get my strength
From the Bread of Life so I feast on
And drink water from His well should I keep going
Cease sipping cease spitting I'm in deep thought
This ordeal made me feel I should cease flowing
Can you see the fears up in my eyes hommie
I still muse upon the words that Shai told me
About the woman I care for time showed me
Awaken love before time and you sigh only
But I only rise up I'm my mind rest in God's great love
Memories what has been tried and tested
I'm the reason my impressions were depressive
But I am never the one 2 take in anti-depressants
But simply suppress it
What you people impressed with
Me, I am nothing but see the grandest message
That I speak is
And I ain't coming with here eloquence
But hoping that a true state taking precedence
Are you getting this
I share my burdens on this verse and my hurt Lord God take residence
In the inner most parts of my being
So they when they see me they see you but it seems
Many men won't hear it don't care bout what the word say
See I don't rhyme to have wowed by the wordplay
No, this is more than song
I am weak He is strong
I am me He is God
Yeah, a mortal speaking about the immortal
No portal 2 the Father just Christ I mean the Way
And Trusay we talk about what we got too
But some days I lay awake in my bed coz I be afraid
Stale water do you see the state
Smell the aroma reading Romans in my secret place
The sacrifice of atonement is what He became
That’s why GP and Serene are always screaming grace
Not perfect on surface does it seem we great
Many think that we claim to be
But Christ like is only what we aim to be
Don’t care if we don't swing in them major league
Because, we wanna live a life as bondservant
Live amongst many, but were living for 1 Person
And I'm certain that His words are eternal
So who could I turn to, but the Ruler whose rods working
The Shepherd of the sheep but the scapegoat
Echo this God saves souls
Ima say so really till my last breath
Pray I am found busy for His kingdom in my last step
Can’t half step, in the past tense I did
Was brought out of the pit, God showed I'm His
It’s still surreal that this deal sits on a table
Even if the rain Cains, God's more than able to do it
So even if I stare at gloom
I trust in Jesus to steer me through
Yeah I'm living with the end in view
So it begins but its ending soon